I used to have friends. I promise that I did. In fact, when I was younger, I was actually one of the ‘popular kids’. That was until I moved house and school and I started getting bullied and became the opposite of popular.
Even when I lost most of my friends, I still had a couple of people who stuck by me and were still great friends. But they just aren’t around anymore.
While growing up, we make mistakes. Some of those mistakes can mean that you lose certain friends and some of those mistakes can be important life lessons. Unfortunately for me (without going into too much detail), I lost a lot of friends while I was growing up and trying to find myself.
So where does that leave me now? Well.. it leaves me 21 years old and absolutely, well and truly, friendless.
Does that matter though? Apparently it does and sometimes I think it does too? At least I have my boyfriend who will (hopefully) always be there for me.
I also have internet friends who I love lots! I always welcome new internet friends so never be afraid to say hi.